To honest most of the times i wanted to let myself alone just to put attention to myself and try to heal from all the pain and from-all the struggles I’ve been in the past months.
From time being i just wanted to breathe, i just wanted to rest and take a well deserved nap and hoping that one day my worries will be all gone.
My mind is asking my eyes to cry but for so many reasons my tears are not falling automatically but my heart keeps on beating despite of all the heaviness inside that i am experiencing now.
I just wanted to see myself happy and being contented, hoping that things will fall into right places at the right time.
I know my destiny is unpredictable yet i am not losing hope on pushing myself to become the person i wanted to be.
I know deep down myself that i still have lots of things to improve and although my heart and my body are still suffering from excruciating emotional pain —i know that life experiences will heal me and will still continue doing the good things and make the best out of it.
This is not the end of time, your dreams and affirmations will mold you into a better person and i know you will find that peace in order for you to grow.
Your paradise of peace awaits you. Continue walking in a path where dreams and hopes are endless. And one thing is for sure, You will win.